Should I be weirded out that someone is now ‘watching’ me on Deviantart and I have no idea who they are?
Fruits Basket taught me, you can’t be born again, but you can change.
When I get pessimistic and depressed I find that I dislike myself. So I change into someone I like so I can be happy.
That has been happening again. I am disliking the thoughts I have been having the person I have become.
But I can’t help feel my boyfriend has a role in this. Should I change myself for him? I liked myself before now. So maybe it’s him in the equation of my life that has changed me into someone I don’t like.
Does that mean I should remove his role?
I am less sure of myself.
On a side note: The friends I trust, Mike and Vince mainly (sometimes Jake) keep my spirits up.



